Disclaimer: Not trying to roast or flame the Human Resource(HR) Department but now that I'm in this stage of my life, I just have to let out some fire in me.

I never had any connections with HR before this because I'm rarely working.
I would spent most of my time at home raising the electricity bills by gaming or catching up on someone else's life.

Right now, in this turning point of my life, I'm trying to land myself the first official full-time employment to start my career, as a Therapy Assistant.

I've sent resumes to a few places and KTPH was the first in mind.
I've attended 7-9 months of PT sessions in C64 as part of my rehabilitation for my left shoulder.
I really love the environment there. Near to house, air-conditioned, great working environment, nice culture, and I can stay back for workout after work. How good is that. I love YCH too.

Sidetrack, many people deem this occupation as a very low-tier, low-pay and is only meant for those second career seekers or retirees sought-after job. Well, to me, I may be stuck on this occupation for a long while before I can move on. Move on to where?↓

Not everyone is so fortunate to know what they want from the start, and not everyone is so unfortunate like me to only know what he wants so late in his Early stage, where everyone else of his same age is already completing their Early stage. This adds on a little tiny bit to low self-esteem.

But I always remind myself, yes, there's time for sadness, sorrow, regrets and low self-esteem but life were never a race, its a marathon. And what's most importantly, it's never competitive. You need not compare timings. You just have to show the Finisher's tee, medal and prizes; the achievement.

End point will be the same, progress may be different, process may be tougher for some, but achievement will taste better if blood and sweat were shed.
Failure is the condiment that gives success its flavour.

↓And yes, move to where? Before 2014 October, I just wanted to sign on to Singapore Police Force.
After that, I rethought of what to do as my career.

Which career gets you hands on, challenges your critical thinking, offers wide variety of work, let you meet new people everyday, trains you in different languages, let you help others as a daily doings, allows you to smile from the bottom of your heart, equips you with skills to help and knowledge to educate, most importantly never gets out of the trend.
On top of that, you can help save cost in medical by offering your family/friends that knowledgeable tip when they complain to you a certain problem.

Well, my interest besides Food and Entertainment, it has got to be Sports.
In fact, Sports would come first, then food, followed by Entertainment.
And that's how my IG came by Fit Fat Otaku. (Sounds the best in this combi)

So ask me, why not Sports Management/Sports Wellness, they can help others by providing the right exercise routine and keeping them in shape and healthy.
Well, there can't be no links in between but Physiotherapy usually applies in Healthcare setting as part of the rehabilitation process of patients. About the heart to give, share, help and the sense of achievement I'm bringing home with me.

Not sure if I've mentioned this in previous posts, the only way to practise as a Physiotherapist in Singapore now has got to own a Honours Degree in Bachelor of Science in Physiotherapy, which is attainable in Singapore Institute of Technology, in joint with Trinity College Dublin.
I wouldn't say when is that achievable for me but I would set that as a goal.

Back to my original post objective, I just wanted to voice out how tough it is to be waiting for news at home, not knowing about the outcome, yet having the glimpse of hope with fear of rejection.
I mean, whether or not the outcome turns out positive, send out an email to reject or decline perhaps?
If you say, if there is 1000 applicants and only one was accepted, 999 emails have to be sent?
Well, at least you won't keep 999 people waiting for your news.
You just have to spam "Thank you but we are sorry to inform..."

The fact that I was told by a HR staff that his colleague will contact me soon for another round of interview keeps me in hope. But I'm not sure if its the reality of rejection, unlike usually portrayed in television as, "Thank you for coming, please wait for our call". Either way, they just kept the hopes there, then to let us realise its shattered.

I guess life's never been smooth for me, I just have to keep positivism in place.
Apologetic for all my doings in the recent weeks/months.
I wasn't able to find a good reason to be happy.
The more concern and caring people shower on me, the worse I would feel.
I'm the INFJs that is nearer to the end of darkness.
Liife-iin-darrkness.blogspot.com , that's right. A set-up for this shout-out :)

Peace out.