22 September 08
(22 September 2008/7:06 PM)
Yet another entry by WEN SHENG.
16 September 2008
(16 September 2008/9:45 PM)
Surprised?! I just updated yesterday!and I'm here again, today.Not like my style right, i always update a few days later after post.Haha, anyway the purpose of blogging today is to cover what I've blogged yesterday..Just to let you peeps and those who cared for me to know, I'M OKAY :DAnd really, THANKS A LOT to those who cared..THANKS THANKS THANKSSSSSS :DTHANK YOU CONCUBINE! haha. LAOPO UH.. xie xie nah ~ :D
Yet another entry by WEN SHENG.
15 September 2008
(15 September 2008/8:58 PM)
I felt like I'm nobody to my class..No one seems to care if i went to school or not..No regards sent... okay, except for one...Thanks Reni..Shouldn't classmates keep a lookout for each other?Help each other if they're stuck with their work?Okay... i know its my fault to give you all a bad impression of me,someone who don't really care for anything.Always on the 'i-dont-care' attitude.. those that dont seem to be bothered with homework and studies. but that shows how little you know about me..I'm just showing a strong front.. hiding my worries and troubles..face the world positively...but i cant stand it any longer ...I choose to escape.. from it..I don't know what other things to do, except for skipping school..I know that's not gonna solve the problem..But what can i do? Face it? How?..By not going to school, I'm giving up halfway.. being someone not responsible, I'm letting her, my parents and those who've yet to give up on me downBy going to school, I'm like wasting time... Although that proves that I've tried my best,but still, I'll even disappoint those people who have yet to give up on me..I'm really vexed.. Every time i comfort others, I think it's easy to actually solve it...Now I've met the trouble myself, then i realised how hard is it to solve it.Retaining isn't something bad also...It's to give me more time to really get myself ready for Olevels..why bother promoting me to sec 4express when I'm still not yet in the right mindset..It does make sense... and think positively..By retaining, means new classmates..Higher chance of getting true friends? And there goes the 3 years of bonding..But it doesn't really matter much...I didn't really meet any true friends throughout this 3 years...Like i said, they dont seem to care if i go to school or not..I'm not attention seeker or someone who need special care from friends..but at least, show me that you people somehow cared.And even after knowing that i'm struggling with stress, they dont seem to give a damn.I'm really disappointed. When there's joy and fun to enjoy, we're brothers. We're the best friends among friends. But when I'm down, they no longer know me. So that my misfortune wouldn't affect their happiness.Really really really, disappointed.At least, by retaining, I'm just a failure in academy.Didn't really fail in knowing who is my true friend, and who isn't.Somehow, I would succeed in meeting better friends?I'm like comforting myself.. But thats what i wanna blog about.If you really think I'm someone dumb or whatever so...Then let it be your way.I dont care what others may think about me..As long as i'm contented with my life, everything shall be fine.LAOPO Uh, sorry for updating such a toot post uh.
Yet another entry by WEN SHENG.
10 September 2008
(10 September 2008/10:17 PM)
HEYHO.peeeeeps! did you people miss me?HAHA. guess not? my tagboard seems dead.OKAY, whatever.decided not to let my blog rot..wanna know why? haha.reasons are simple!1st : has been blogging since year 2006 june...2 years plus already.... GOT FEELINGS one...2nd : so my LAOPO LINGZHI got something to read uh...3rd : I KNOW YOU PEEPS MISSES MY UPDATES [:haha. just finished my 6th rented dvd..only mentioned 4 in my previous post..the 2 newer ones are 'Heart Of Greed/溏心風暴'and 'The Ultimate Crime Fighter/通天幹探''
Okay.. just finished TUCF la... NICE. really.
I've once seen the 1st 2 episode of that show online before...
that time is when i'm directed from msn..
if i'm not wrong, its from teckloon..
northbrooks' alumni, also my bro's fren..
HAHA. okay.... now I'm done with dvd..
i think i'm gonna focus more on studies bah?
just cant get myself to focus well..
i'm easily distracted.
RELUCTANCE. argh....
hmmm, its BB promotion day tomorrow..
4pm in FULL-u...
I'm done preparing them...
really dont mind if i'm promoted anot..
Hah, coz i'm pretty quite sure that i'll retain at sec3 next year..
somehow calculated for myself le...
which means... more time for badgework?
Haha. silly thinking uh?
Whatever it is...
The arrival of year 2009, shall be the birth of the new 'ME'
haha. believe it anot, that shall be the time i'm gonna be a full-fledged student.
Also not forgetting, a full fledged lover of her's which started 110 days ago.
well, if you're thinking of why i wouldn't start becoming one right now..
then what i would say is, i'll just try my best for now.
anyway, i've skipped school for 2 days already...
that's enough... really.
imma face it all tomorrow.
all the reality.. which never hoped to be true.
awwwww. haha.
gonna bath and sleep already.
bye peeeeps. and dont forget to leave your traces behind.
let me know you did care.. to tag.
UPDATE LE, KAIXIN MAH? SHA GUA :D
Yet another entry by WEN SHENG.
